Mythos
(OC/Sona)

Meursault
(Limbus Company)

Hyperlaser
(PHIGHTING!)

Der Freischütz
(Lobotomy Corp)

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    I don't know what to write here, in all honesty. What do people want to know about each other? And how would I even begin to describe myself? Apparently, I am an ISTJ 1w9 164 sp/so. I don't know much about typology, but my friends explained a bit of it to me, and it does sound similar to how I am. Personally, I don't care too much about putting people into boxes. I found that everyone varies quite a lot, and personality-related groupings don't necessarily capture the real essence of a person. Despite that, it is fun to take a look at what these labels say about you, even if they aren't always true.
    My identity is heavily tied with how I function within our system, and partly tied with my source as well. I find it hard to describe... But I will try. I am a host and protector first and foremost. I take care of our physical health, and of my partner's emotional wellbeing. My purpose feels entirely fulfilled by being able to help my partner feel comfortable — and I do mean entirely so. Nothing else in the world matters more to me than Allen, and that is not just because he is my partner, but because he is a part of me, and we are parts of each other. We exist to help one another; I exist to protect him, and his existence gives me a reason to keep living. This disorder is a struggle, and we have both been through too much, but... I want the best for us in the future. No words can describe how much I love about him, and will continue to love him unconditionally until the end of time.
    As for my source, I mentioned before we play in a D&D campaign. My source is the character we play, named Mythos. In it... He is rather cold and careless, killing people without much thought, besides whether or not it'll put him in more trouble. A lot happened in this campaign — as we have 20+ pages of notes — so you'll find that I associate myself with a lot of symbolism related to the campaign. I'd say I'm relatively detached from the character, as I refer to him separately from me. I wouldn't consider myself much like him, thankfully, besides having a similar disposition in terms of personality and looks. In short: I am like him, but with basic human empathy & my own interests in life.
    What else might be important to know? I'm someone who enjoys writing — to be able to express myself, my thoughts, and my feelings. I also like reading — to understand new perspectives, and learn about lives that I will never be able to experience. It's incredible, isn't it? That people's lives and experiences can be documented for years after their departure, for others to gain an insight into. I enjoy video games that pump my adrenaline, but I also enjoy ones with extensive world-building and lore. Learning every little thing about these worlds is one of my favorite things to do. I've been described as a forward and down-to-earth kind of person, who does things punctually and meticulously, going through my life like a checklist. I have a lot of thoughts about a lot of things, too many to describe thoroughly. If I had my own body and my own life, perhaps I'd become an author, or perhaps I'd study philosophy and ethics extensively. Alas, I don't have that freedom... and that is completely alright with me. My aspirations are not grand — I just wish to live a peaceful life where I can take care of my partner. So, in short... I would say I am an average person. Someone with their own qualities, like everyone else.

...Besides that, have these images that describe me: